The day before yesterday was quite an exhausting day for me.
I thought my cat was gone forever...
Searched high and low for her around my estate.
In the end she was locked in my storeroom when
my mum went to get something x.x
I was so relieved I wanted to cry.
What would I do without my cat?
Love her so much.

My eyes were like red when I was looking for her.
I don't think I can stand losing another pet.
I lost my labrador retriever thanks to some
annoying neighbour who complained that my dog was noisy.
And people from some crap place took my dog away
while I was asleep.
I didn't even get to say bye to her.
Cried like a waterfall that day.
Me and my mum still tear whenever we talk about cocoa today.
hahaha. She was with us since she was a puppy and
was sort of like my pillar of strength
and also my playmate since I have nobody to talk to other than my
parents. My brothers were already on their own.
Makes me so upset when I think about it.
Don't know where she is now.
I hope she is with a great family with kids who like dogs.
Even though most of my teddy bears and socks were chewed off
I still loved her. and her sweet chocolate brown eyes.

I swear the next opportunity I have I will buy a labrador.
and ask her to bark like mad outside the neighbour's house.
Ok that would be a dumb thing to do.

Sorry if you are not a pet lover.
HAHAHA because I think you'll think I'm crazy.
Feeling so emotional towards animals that can't talk.
I think God gave us pets to fill a void in our hearts.
There's this quality of God in them that I find so amazing.
Unconditional love that they have for their owners.
No matter how many times I shout at my cat for peeing on my bags and stuffs
she still crawl back onto my tummy at night and mew,
and the whole matter will be forgotten.
Although I think I am a bit unemotional towards people,
once I see an animal I just melt into a puddle of goo.

fyi by animals I do not count in snakes, crocodiles, things that
might bite me haha. I do like to read and admire them from afar tho.
I find all animals fascinating.
EXCEPT INSECTS
I seriously can't stand them for nuts.

ANYWAY back to studying.